shelby is 7 months old today

my little girl is growing up so fast... She sat up last night all by her self. She has started doing the army crawl all over the place. She says mama, dada,
bubby,baba,bye bye and hi. She is 7 months old today. I can't believe that she is that old already.

We have been potty traing gabe and he is doing really good. He decied that he was going to try and clean him self off yestarday after going to the bathroom. He was chasing his butt trying to clean it off. It was too funny not to share.

Kyle and I have decieded that July 8th is my last day on my yasmin. we are going to be TTC after that. I am not going to tell his family until we are sure that we are preganant and that I am not going to miscarrie . I have had that happen twice befor. And we told everyone and it just got their hopes up and we don't want to do that again. Plus they all think that I am still going to be on my pills until shelby is at least 2 years old. Well we changed our minds about the time line.

Venting......

I am so just done with things today. All I have heard today from my MIL is where is the money for this and that. I am sick of it. I know that we have to split some of the bills with her because of the set up with have but still they owe us 8 thousand bucks. And we haven't seen any of it. We have had to borrow money from my grandma to make some payments when we haven't had the money to. And we can't afford to pay her back because we have to cover for the money that they owe us on the house payments. I want to go get a job but don't want to be away from the kids. And I don't want to have to relay on my grandma to watch them for 8 hours a day. And to ask my MIL to watch them is like pulling teeth from a lion. She doesn't even come to my house to visit them at all. She only lives down the street from us and she can't come here for 5 minutes day.
Kyle wants us to try and have another baby in a few months... well I don't think it is a good Idea with all the stress of being broke and having to deal with all of the normal crap from his family. I don't know what to do anymore.
If anyone has any advice please feel free to give it to me.

Shelby's new hat

Shelby got a new hat today from Jessica. It is really cute. I wanted to share the picture. I know it is on backwards but it is cute either way.

Is it the right time

Is it the right time??????? This has been the question puzzling me for the pass few months. Ok here is a little history. In the past few months I have swicthed from one B/C pill to another. In that month time spand I missed my period for almost 6 weeks. I went to the doctor and took some test and they said that they don't know why things got messed up but there was no chance that I was having a baby. I had shelby just 6 months ago. Well I will admit that I got my hopes up a little.

Well the other night my hubby and I were lying in bed talking and he blurts out " in august or when every this pack of pills is done I want you to stop taking time." I asked him if he was serious or just playing around because that is not something you just say and not mean. And he says "yeah I want you to stop them. I was another baby." I have been thinking that shelby and the other baby or babies as my grandma says will be 8 or 9 months different. Gabe and shelby are about that far apart. I mean Gabe was 19 months old when Shelby was born. I mean some people believe that if the kids are closer in age they get along better then kids that are years apart.

My brother is here

My 17th year old brother John came to arizona to visit me. He lives in California with my mom and other silblings. He comes to visit me every summer for about a month. He gets to hangout and enjoy being a kid and not have to worry about school and chores. He loves to cook. So he gets to help me make of our favorite meals. I am going to have him make some Irish friendship bread too. Then I am planning on teaching him how to make our family's light bread. It is really good. Well I better go. Have a good day all.

Shelby''s 6 Month Check up

Today we had Shelby's 6 Month Check up. She is now at 15 lbs 15 oz. And is 26 and 1/2 inches long. She is growing up so fast. I can't believe it.

My life

Well about me.... I am only 21 going on 22 and so far have had a life of an adult. I was the oldest kid in the house out of 4 of us. And everyone said that if I didn't move out of the small town Burney Ca, I was from that I wouldn't accomplish anything. Well due to some bad things happening in my family (that I will not discuss) I moved away from home at almost 16. I moved in with some other family members and started over my life as a new kid in a big town. Reno Nv. Well I spent time in reno and went to school and had some fun. I then moved to Phoenix Az. I was still living with my family and got to start over once again. This is my third school ever. I had to ride the bus for almost two hours just to get to school. But I made alot of really get friends there. It was my senior year and we moved once again to a town called Casa Grande, we still lived in Arizona but we lived more then two hours away from where my school was at. I move an hour from all of my friends. Well I finally finished school and got my diploma and went on to college. Well we had some ruff times in between the summer of my senior year and college starting. I couldn't find a job anywhere... not that I wasn't looking. Well due to me being a stupid kid and trying to go and do my own thing and not listen to the advice of my parents I got almost kicked out of my house like 3 times.

Well I finally found my true love at walmart of all places. my best friend Sam and I were christmas shopping and I met Kyle. 7 months later I was kicked out of my house and living with him and his family out in Florence Az. Then we got married in August of 2004 and then a year later we had our first baby... Gabriel Zachary Cox. Was born in April of 2005. Then we had a miscarriage in November of 2005. And then in November of 2006 we had our second baby Shelby Joyce Cox was born.

We live a simple life out in the middle of the sticks out side of town about 13 miles. It is quite out here the only people that live close to us is Kyle's family. We all live on a 5 acre piece of land that is divided in to 3 lots.

I am proud of my life and what I have done with it so far. I have had alot of things to be happy for and some that changed my life to the better. I wouldn't change it for anything.


That is my life.